dear... thank you for visiting this... even tho its the wrong site... i love you!!! tau!!! so much!!!

continue.. seaching k! hehehe MUACKS!!!

TO the world::: I LOVE JUMAIN SO MUCH!

sorry.... i moved again!!! heheh wont update here animore... dun find mi k! bye!

to contact... go by friendster k! love u guys... bye!

merry christmas n a happi new year!

signing off:

Mrs Jumain!

was a bit into the other site... copy n paste some entry... gosh!!! the page was long!!! hehehe see lah k! nothin to sae aniwae... i wanna live in fastacy.... love u all... chioa!

tho of the day: i will be toking plain... hehe

i did need to blog today!!! i jus need too!

yesterday was the best day i think.. n sad... coz 1stly love wasnt there.. n i didnt meet him later tat... i really miss him so badly! n mdm ong bought for us chocolates!!! mi fav! n we had a gerl out yesterday! we wen to eat seafood plattor for three... i was so full that i still taste the food now... heheheh i brush mi teeth ok!

the day was so good... that it seem i dun miss a thing... except love... sad! but this occur to mi mind! peggy was asking mi why i love him so much? 1st tho! i dun noe where to start... well actually i dunnoe... all started like two years back... juz a few mth before love go into ns... he realli change... he change for mi... he was so sweet ard then.. he will spend as much time together with mi... he try his best to keep all his promises... he was so sweet. realli... everytime i see him... i feel so happi... so secure... so love... like i dun need anione else except him.. well... abt mi i never sae sorry... i'm very bad.! very... n he never force mi anitin... nothin at all... he didnt ask mi to stop smoking... straight away... he help mi to cut down... he share mi stress with him.. he will tok to mi every nite... to ask how mi day... wat wrong... wanna tok abt it... care alot... n best... i'm the kind of person love to "merajuk!" like petty i think that wat its called! n he will always take things in his blame... eventho its mi fault... he will keep saying sorry... eventho he noe i dun like it... but he realli that nice. he will wait fo rmi till i forgive him... he wont sleep... n give him endless sms saying he is sorry... he will say it in all kind of laugauge to make mi smile... hehehehe

we been toking chinese this few days... n i like it... heheheh n i like all the gifts he gave mi... in surprise... and in anitin! i love it all... like bags... wat i wan... i juz sae... n he will buy for mi! wen there is budgets! of coz... n some he buy juz for mi... like the babies... hehehe the pooh bears i mean... and he stop buying it for now... heheh coz i told him not too..! y? simple... total at home plus mobile pooh... hehehe there are 15 of them... n all have name alrite!!! heheeh i pile them nicely on mi chair... in the room... n i dun think it was fit in animore... heheheh i love all of them... but i only sleep with daniel alone at nite... well... he is the oldest! hehheehh daniel was the 1st pooh bear love ever bought for mi... he n papa gangster... was in town... n i was working... both of them came to mi workplace... waiting for mi... n lookin at mi! hehehe i was shy! very! eventho i was out with love for a few weeks... i didnt really noe him... at all... then papa left us alone... saying we need the time together... n love surprise mi with daniel... he is so cute... have this sleepy eyes... juz like love... heheh he also bought for mi clothes... too... like polo t... scarf... is baju kurung involved? coz... i told him not to buy ani... coz i like to choose... n there was this one time... i choose but he pay!!! so was that a surprise! NNnaAAa! hahhaahah we have similar watch... rings... n shirts that we wear.... everytime... til the battery wen flat! we have the same backpack together... jeans... wallet... wow!!! there is alots!!! more then wat i mention above! i love him so much!

We have so many tins in common that one day we plan to wear everytin the same… form head to toe… that is how crazy I m… n I’m glad that love willing to play along too with mi… n since most my shirt is the same as love… I will juz shove one over my head… n meet love… later… n he will be wearin the same shirt too… n he will remind mi every time… that I cant run away… I’m always his… n he dun wan anione else… he really make mi so secure. Sometin I do sometin carzy… so crazy!!! Like old time.. I will draw mi name n him… together on the wall… at the void deck… hehheehh n he will always sae… “gila!!!” mean crazy. But he will smile… n dun really bother mi… or sae anitin much… instead… there was time time… one of mi bad mood… he practically… draw our name at another mrt station… take a picture of it… n send it to mi… ! he knew that will make mi smile! N I did! Sometime… he will take few of mi pic… n arrange into one… n he will never miss to put mi pic as the desktop background, screen saver… or set it as wall paper! N wen I call him… mi pic will show!!! N it sae “my wife calling, urgent!” n he will sent… countless sms of kisses… n wen I so angry of sometin he will be there… coolin mi down… hug mi tite… n sae it will be ok dear… it will be… the plan he make… juz to make mi feel like a princess!!! Sometin… he insist of taking our pics then mi… he will be like… take pic… dear… here there… n he will never miss to mms them with a lovely title… or an edit pic… with so lovely pics… or deco!!! Sometime we walk ard hugging… he will be at mi back… hugging mi from the back… n we will walk… feet together… left…rite…left…rite… n wen he miss mi… WOW! I like that… he will treat mi like queen!!! That great! I dun lie… the past nor now… he is ealli that sweet… more then sweet!

n i like small things he do for mi too! like the other day... i was sad over sometin... we hold mi tite...n we dance ... realli! we dances! at the mrt platform!!! hehehe it was nice... or sometime wen i was so mad... n he knew it... n i juz stand there in the crowd... not wanting to move... well i tho he is gonning to drag mi off the pavement... or shout at mi... but he didnt... he carry mi istead! in wany wae! there was once in fire back... where mi upper part of the body is at his back... n mi but on his shoulder... n mi legs in front of him... n sometime... like a baby... u noe wen... u faint n a guy carry u... infront... i love it all.. that is wen i keep mi entries short... juz sae i'm happi is good enough... love is realli sweet...

ya its true... wen u wan mi to compare him n a dream guy..! gosh! that is so wrong! but love ... he realli make mi see... wat is to see... he wake mi from reality... he is a fantasy... every time i'm with him.. i'm happi... ya i noe... i miss out the fire start here n there... well that is relationship.. every now n then... he will sms mi sayin he love mi... he miss mi... i love all of thAT!

yesterday was the one of the nicest sms i get! i was bad to spent so much on mi self... well i owe the gerls nite out... i told him i'm sorry... wel instead of... askin mi alot of things like wat i spent... n everytin... he jus say..."i love to see u spent on yourself... dear... u deserve it!" tell mi! he is that sweet! i cry after that sms... sometime... he cant sleep at nite... he will sms mi n i call him up... then he will sae... dear... ur voice is the thing that is missing to make mi sleep... i love u.... how can i not go crazy over this guy! small stuff do make mi weak!

he is the one... the one i love n more so much!!! now... he is the outstanding guy then all the exs i have! all of them! n i noe wat i wan now... juz him... n he have proof to mi so many things... many!! so many!!!! the bad n plus the good!!! all of it!!! n he deserve a chance! n i giving it to him..

i love him! so much! so damn much! n i think... after all this... i still didnt have the true answer y i love him rite? hahahah

last words... as usual... i love u too dear!

tho of the day: Dreams do come true????

had a terrible dreams last nite... n good tin is... i gettin a bit lazy to blog... heheh so i think bit by bit will gone! hahaha so into friendster now... love update his friendster too... hehehehe love him! today his 1st day at work... he seem busy... as usual!!! haiz.. today he overtime... but its ok... i think i will pick him up... after dinner later... we some ganag... hehehe

its the third day! n i go VERY VERY VERY well!!! YEAH! did u see ani surprise coming there! nnnaaa! this is lina u toking abt! hahhaha i love you dear!

MUACKS!

tho of the day: u sad about today... its ok.. u may not noe that better is rite infront waiting for u!

on the wae to work... i see this couple french kiss rite in front of mi.. so happi with each other... hehehe i'm glad for them... y? coz i'm happi too... with love... wen we meet... WOW! hehehehe same same lah... hehehe love starting work tomolo!!! AAARRRGGGHHHHH!!! mi so happi seh... so happi... n same time... seh!! hehehe office hours! same as mi now.!!! heheheh so happi!! so happi!!! yesterday is a sweet again again! (k... i think i need to find a new word!) hahahahaha o_0!!! as usual... we will go separate wae at jurong east... (love always sent mi home... heheh) but yesterday! he didnt wake mi up! i was sleeping on his chest... i feel so comfortable. i must noe that wen we reach je... he must have do sometin so that i cant hear anitin!!! wen we reach boonlay... love wake mi up... i tho is was je... i wave at him... instead... he wave at mi!!! he sae its boonlay! hehhe i see everyone leaving the train... he didnt wake mi up... so that i cant sleep more longer... so sweet kan? heheheheh thsi morning... he wake up early juz to sent mi a audio sms! the song of 1st love sang by some korean show... i think! hehhe that was mi fav song... use too! hahahaahh den he sae... nite dear.... hahahaa. i love you too.. he need a lots of rest today... coz tomolo... he going to wake up as mi!!! hehehee n we shall tok on the phone every morning... like we did everytime... wen he still in ns! hehehehe miss him so much now!!! heheh

well... i'm proud... to sae that... yesterday was a 1st step i do to let go of sometin... n it goes well!!! love help too.. so let see today k! oh ya... follow by today!! it been 3 week straight with no cir! no smoke! yeah!! that a record! hahaha ya rite... hehehehe n mi n love plan out sometin! too! cut down our meeting abit! hehehe suffer now... n enjoy later... rite! hhahahaah got to cool up the heaven... hehehehe n next week... i plan sometin so big!!! i hope i can go thru it!! hehhee wish mi luck!! hehehehe

k... gtg... chioa!

i love you dear love jumain!

Artist: Christina Aguilera
Song: Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to these rules

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

k! this song is noy for ani breakup... but its for some mistakes... sometime i blame love... haiz... so sorry dear... i love you so much... muacks!
remember i wan to do sometin new... hahahaha wanna follow hidi show... haahahaha the pic i mean... heheheh mi idea!!! hahahhah

i love you dear!

tho of the day: there is a 1st step to every tin new!

hehehe change mi nick on msn the other day... n lots ask mi if i'm married! hahha k.. i'm not... yet. i juz love the nick so much... cool!

mi weekend was great... saturday working... n love drop by as always... hehehe we went for dinner n he sit there n do sometin to mi lappy! GOSH! its beautiful!!! love put stickers!!! mi lovely roxy love in white... n some transformer stickers too!!! hehehe so nice i tell u! hehehe now its look brand new... like i bought it three years ago with love b4 i go in poly! cool!!!

yesterday... as plan i went swimming with love... at jurong... hehehe pay for 2 dollars entry... n you get want u want in wild wild wet!! hehehe aniwae been there too.. plus theme park... with love... now wonder where we should go next? i took a brocher from work... a map of singapore!!! hahahah with places of interest... n mall, shoppin centre... everythings!!! so i tho was planing to go one by one... hehehehehehhahahaha instead the normal.. one we been... marina, vivo, orchard(for two years!!!) chinatown. bugis... jurong... west mall... woodlands... the new n the old... paris ris... hehehe

mi not feeling good again today... the whether again... i really miss the sun... yesterday... while walking the other side to get the float... coz mi n love wanna try the highest slide... it was fun! the floor was damn hot due its not raining... hahahah love was like... hot hot.hot... but i told him i like it... so much! hahahah even love bath in cold while i bath in hot... i cant stand cold... hehehe cant wait for this weekend.. n btw left 6 week for mi here... hehehhe

remarks: i like the way papa take mi pics... from somewhere! eeemmmm need to find out how... hahahah next... i ask love to make a big favour from mi... he also have done his part... i'm proud of it!!! hehehe love... thank you!

siging off:
MrS jumAiN

tho of the day: i'm getting over it!

juz login friendster! they change the total look... kinda cool i like it.... hehhehe meeting love later... during dinner... miss him... i didnt see him yesterday... coz he is very very late... hehehhe love him lots! got a new theme... heheheh let see k.. bought an hindi movies the day b4... n since i'm at home! wow! my room.... is clean... n tomolo mi day off again! cool! wanna go swimming... n since nana is having not a great week... i think left mi n love! hehhehe fun again... in the water! let mi count how many time is this... in the water? eeemmmmeeerrrr cant remember... hahahaha but i remember the time... we go sentosa to swim.. heheheh its doesnt last long... coz its is raining heavily!!! hehehe so we got stuck at one shelter which suppose to have a function... but many swimmer were there n they were taking the chairs... n tables... like its was us! hahahah we take pictures... n in the end! we walk in the rain back to the bus station... hhehehe i love you dear!

i'm trying so hard... n i think i made it.. i think!!! hehehe i got to let it go.. rite? hahahaha love is helpin mi too... thank you dear...

i was lookin thru the zen creative movies last nite... n i saw this movies which i never noe abt it... so i play it... hehehe i cry seh! hehehe it another video love do for mi... he take all the video of mi... sleeping... playing... n smiling... running... angry faces... hehehe n he made it into one! hehehehe so nice of you love! so that is the surprise u been tellin mi... sorry lah... mi sotong pe... heheheh love you!

at work... now... damn cold! y ah! i hate this cold.. i wan love hug so badly... he will hug mi tite... n warm miup... so nice! i love you dear... sweet dreams...

tho of the day: u want it... go for it!

i'm on "MC" hahahah so sick yesterday... i guess... december wasnt a mth for mi... hate it alot! been so cold... i miss the sun! so much... the green... so also weak... can feel them... while walkin by..hiaz...

i like to CONGRATS mi love!!! today is the day he get his IC... he is abit sad too... coz cant see mi... n i miss him too... he will enjoy the party tonite at bukit batok.. as usual... hehehe tho of running off tonite... to c him later.. i think.. heheheh miss him... btw we juz met... yesterday... n i miss him already... heheheh

love! NS is finally over... two years... been thru thick n thin... the tears n smile... it really all worth while...i love you dear.! so much! it seem like yesterday... i keep crying... everytime... he have to book in... i like to thk kyoko... for everythin too... he make mi schedule such wae that.. i got off every sat... n opening for sunday... coz every sat... i wake up at 6am... to wait love at pasir ris... till he alight the bus... i would send him home... n wait again till he is ready n we will go out... spent time together... toking... missing each other... missing that memory now.... hahahahaha n for sunday... while der continue... sleepin as he was die tired... i was working... till 3pm... n love will pick mi up from work... WOW!!! that continue for 3 months!!!! hehehe then next at sembawang... for 6mth... n then there at cck! till today! n he is FREE!!! heheheh i hope things get normal like 2 years ago... all that fun! cant wait! love has his IC!!! so happi for him! now! that mark two years of the relationship stands strong!!! DAMN STRONG!!! hehhehe more i continue... the more i miss him... k lah... gtg... wanna sleep little more.. till time passes... till time... n love meet again... i love him... i always do! n thank you dear... u treat mi well... n you treat mi good... i love you.

signing off:
forever love
jumain & roslina

tho of the day: "we are made for each other... dear..." - Mohammad Jumain

don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

I don't want to go another
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

dear... i love you so much!!!! thanks for yesterday... thanks for everythings!!! i love you! sway with mi k? hehehehehe

to boy!!! congrats!!! he is getting married in one week time!!! can u believe it!!! i got the invitation like wat!!! yesterday! haiz... but aniwae... thanks to you boy n floren... for the cds... love com hang... hehehhe n bot... mine still long... so dun be nervous k! be strong!!! she love you... n u love her... so dun play play... heheheh

meeting love later!!! with WANT WANT!!! hehehe hope can get some songs from the small kid... hehhe iman can go out again... his granny... so worried... so better not! love friends is callin for a bbq... soon... i dun noe wen... n he wanted mi to come along! i sae no... n he was so sad... heheheh thank love i want that face... heheheh k! i'm going... n he cant wait... hahaha see lah... never meet his old classmates... n old friends b4... its his reunion.. i wish n hope its works... but love will be happi... heheeh he is always happi!!! DUH! hahahaha

tho of the day: Life is not a Book, but you can make Life into a Book.

hehehe i have lots of thinking yesterday after love let go of mi hands at BoonLay... that, if he didnt stay for another year in that school... he wont be seeing mi... n if i didnt join that cca... i wont be noticing him.. n if papa wasnt our friend... we wont be together...

life is make up of love... (if u notice.) n true love is never easy to get... NEVER... n i'm happi... i have hit all bumps... he have climb all mountains... n we are proud & strong to sae... "i love you".

well happi ending stories are stories that have not end yet... n life always start with a fresh new day... n again today... i sae the same... so here i go... i love you dear...

yesterday... was Fantas-tic!!! love was at another end while mi another... n walkin towards each other... i was wearing red... n i dun noe wat he is wearin... so i call... n the ringing sound was so clear... our song... at the corner we turn... we saw each other!!! y!! simple... we are wearing damn red!!!! hahahahah we stand out!!! hehhehehe n now... vivo... is like a little step ahead from us... since i work in outram ... mrt is easy like wat? one stop!!!... so he always hang out there... see the ships... n sky... hahahhaah sit by the bay... heheheh

n last nite... goin to sleep... last call... love was askin mi to sleep... i told him i'm watchin the last video... the sound was on pause while i tok... n love was like... k! after the stick with you video... sleep k... i will be with you... i was like!!! wat???? how he noe...

k... gtg... lova ya honey... love abang ain ku! i love you.

kinda wait for mi wonderful teacher to pick mi up from this stupid!!! thing!!! he having a PMS i think!!!

so sad for love... heheheh but find it sweet... he been smsing mi thousand of times!!! hehehe love... mi memory full!!!! heheheh he have interview this morning... n a test at 5pm... but all end up fast... now he is waitin for 1hr... hehehehe so total... of 6hrs... waiting for mi!!! sob...sob... sorry dear... love love!!! hug hug!!

well not suspose to meet but then... love wanted it... sae got suprise for mi... haiz... every day seh got surprise... heheheh k! that not a complain... heheheh thanks dear for all the calculation we make yesterday... ehehhe

n to all!!! sorry if this blog too mushy hehehe esp to all mi kids n close friends from ctss, ptps and poly... hehhehe sorry... it will be over soon i promise... wen i have no more com... n internet to play with... as i'm so busy working... n with love... i guess that the time i will stop... need to save up... no more tokin already juz actions...

to fish!!! i really want this to happen... hope you will be with jo in time in need ... like boys tok... he need it... i'm so worried he knock out.. for mi i promise to care take of miself... more sleep... n rest...

we really cant wait... but the planing is WOW!!!! really wow!!!! i'm not kidding... i'm the elders... n jo too... GOSH!!!

today the 5TH!!! in three days... love get back his PINK IC!!!! n in one mth!!! i'm outta here!!! so bear with this nonsense for 1 mth k!!! heheheh anitin... u noe where to get mi... n how... mi number wont change... i realli like that no! hehehehe

hope i get all the susport from u!!!! i really really want this dream!!!! hehehe maybe i will do the countdown like wat nurrul is doing... hehehe she got 3 sundays... n i got... eeemmmmeeeemmmrrrrmmmm 120 sunday to go... hehhehehhehehe hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha i think! hehehehe love you ppl... i'm going crazy... i got so many things to say... as so many things happen... all in happiness... i love it all...

i love you dear... good morning to you if u are awake... hehehehe cant wait for sun!!! can sleep the whole day... i need it very very very very badly!!!

i watch lake house yesterday... gosh!!! its so sweet... i love all the movies wen sandra bullock is in it!!!! she so hots!!! n i love the story line... not too dramatic... n more to facts... well... with some fantacy.... not meetin dear today... got to be a good gerl... so i hope u guys there can can mi love for a walk.. he bored... heheheheh boy tok... watever k... hehe

need to start mi work... so i gues... later... !

thank love again!

hehhehe k now updating myself!!! hehehe had so much fun yesterday at mac plus saturday... thank to mi lady boss... as i'm off earlier... reach work... got to noe that one fake husband... go NS liao... so no more toking... n company... haiz... a new husband takeover... heheheh he's from malaysia... hahahaha he so sweet... his position here was to become manager after 3 mths training... heheheh i take two weeks... hehehehe so he is learning as much as he could... then... haiz... mi manager room have to put in one more... hhehehe hope mi p. hole... is safe!!! hehehe mi only work twice a week... n mi p hole use to be empty... but now... haiz... hope can turn up for tis coming meetin... hehehehe

hilmi, mi part time boyfriend... heheheh he paint mi nails... n buffer it too... hahahha so sweet... ni lah... if u got kids in the house... they will company n take care of you... till i dun noe wen!!! hehheh he suspose to leave store by 4pm... n punch out... BUT he stay till 12midnite.. with mi... he help out... i told him to punch in back... so that i can pay the hours he help... but he dun wan!!! so he been helpin mi out for more 6hrs for free!!! haiz... hilmi...hilmi... his friend shafiq not workin too... thanks gosh!!! or then... two FOC crews... we will hang out... n smoke at the back... ssshhhh.... heheheh mi princess gerl... is havin a new guy... hope she is happy... poor him... but vincent is there to cheer him up! mi too!!! hehehe mi darling... wendy tan... haiz... she leavin i heard... now i got no gerlfriend!!! hehhehe i'm a bi! hahhaha she is really sweet as a friend... juz wish i got more time with her... but she moving close to mi... so... i think its gonna be alrite... hehehhe

chitra is giving birth soon... same as jeya... gerl!!!! hehehe i'm going to be a aunty soon!!! (btw i'm already a grandma... sad seh...) all i wan to sae... is lots of luck... be with the store... they need it!

i miss the old n the new... but this is life... bear with it... like i bear with the pain i had last nite... it was terrible!!! the thinkin of it... gosh! nvm... its still go on... realli need a hug now... I"M SO COLD!!!!

btw... i'm so happi for nurrul!!! left 3 sunday more to her big day... the day she will be known as a wife to a man... that she love over madness!!! i felt so happi for her... so so happi... been thru thick n thin... for more then 5 years... things are going the wae she wants... i will pray for u gerl!!! i miss ya!!! see u at the wedding!!! hehehhe love you lots!!!!

n how can i ever forget!!! i met mi senior on sat... after work... madam meiling!!! she is a dancer n a model now!!! she use to be a so call police officer... hehehe she mi madam... on CTSS... for NPCC... she use to be very fierce... hehehe now... hehehe so sexy!!!! i juz got a news that CTss was knock down... transfer... to i dun noe where!!! sob...sob... n mi primary school...too... gone!!!! no more clementi... sad!!! calll kro that day... n he told mi even sad story... dun wan to tok abt it... haiz... sad... real sad...

i realli hate to do this... but i'm so scared... but in the same time... i'm so happi... dear... i love you... hehehe mi photobucket hang seh... got like 1000 pics of us... oops!!! i need space!!!! n heheheh goin to edit some pic as always... hehehehe

dear... i realli love you... thanks for being with mi... i need you so much! i realli cant wait tau... but sad... to all it still like 2 years to go... but for us... the savin is killin already... hhehehe i choose this path!!! n i dun regret it!!! i want it... so much!!! stay at where... later tok!!! heheheh the saving is scary already... 20k in two years... ani ideas..? hehehe wanna take all the advantage n supplier here as much as i can... so that wen i left... i still got the hint!!! hehehehe the hotels... rates... hehehe n i got lots of name card too... hehhehee stay with mi!!! i'm so stress... haiz... (juz wanna get the feeling out mi lungs!!!) i'm sure to laugh wen i read this entries again... hehehe

dear... dun give up k!!! as u promise... to go on... with mi... the promise we make wen we 1st met... the memories... we hold.. till now... the smile... n happines... its all real... i start to believe in love... n i dun wan to let it go... neither do u.. its a dream come true... thank you... i realli miss u... hoe i wish u juz rite beside mi holdin mi on.. like u always do wen we were together... everytime i see the smile of yours... i feel so secure.... like u love lookin at mi... i love you too...

next mth... next year... next moments... thank you... i'm will be rite here... while i'm writing this... i have you in mind... thinkin... of you... the times we had together... the smile... the tok... gosh!!! i need you so much... hope u hug mi later n dun let go...

how... nice early in the morning... i got three testi to approve... heheheh thanks guys...

to vincent... u sure i'm a nice manager u have met? dun lie!! my darling better rite? hehehehe

to lao kong... thanks... i'm sorry i hurt you with mi words like that... need to learn how to filter it very very very soon... it must been very ouch! sorry... i juz wan you to see the fact... n not denyin it... its not worthy... i realli hope u get a REAL wife soon... hehehe coz this wife of yours... is (having some1 else...) hehehehe thanks for all the moments... in tears... hehehhe have fun in NS k! cant wait to see you change after ORD... hehehe n its will be easy by then to chase gerls...

to NEWA... hope the hi n bye works!!! heheheh u told mi that... u saw mi in the libarry... n sad... u didnt sae hi... haiz... hehehehe to tell u the truth... i never met u... nor i noe... u... hehehehe all all i noe... u love ARTS!!! really wonder how u get mi email tho... hehehe thanks aniwae... juz sae hi... wen u see mi k! i wont bite... hahahaha n great piece of art u have there... i realli love it...

meetin love later... i damn miss him alot!!!! hope we had fun later... as always.... hehehehe i love u abang... realli miss ya!!!

all this while... doin the site... n taking pics from the net... only yesterday i see the real thing!!! the cheng ho ship!!! its rite infront of mi eye!!! a ship... ard the sea... juz to have dinner in it... sound cool... hehehe saw a cruise ship... ask love whether wanna try that he was like!! NO! hehehe actually tho the ship do look like Titanic - n i may not afraid of heights... fire... but i scare of water!!!! ya u got that!!! i can swim a little... but wen i panic... i need the earth!!! land i mean! if its so deep... dun cry for mi... heheheh this time we dun even wanna think twice!! the ship big... n love was lookin for the life boats ard it... hahahaha i told him it was the other side... so NO! to cruise... but maybe the small one... heheheh as usual... i can get cheap... tickets... hehehehe

wen home super early... n u noe wat... i tho i can try a little more... to take bus... a long journey again... guess not!! i was near to vomiting!!! n love was huggin mi so tite... n try to put mi to sleep... the dinner was nice... n i dun wan to lose it all.. love some some while the rest was his mums... very nice... lemak mi fav!!! workin later at mac... i'm so lookin forward to it... i guess i enjoy there much more then here... (coz i can see love from far... hehhehe ssshhhhh) he going gym later... n swimming... i cant join... in the matter of facts! so i tho of next sunday... since i stay in jurong the swimming pool near there is as better as in the wild wild wet... so... hehehe see mi there... heheheh

i tho of drawning back... some pictures... hehhehe let see how far i go.. k? see u ppl ard... singapore is small... BUT i still dun see ya... sometime......

love you baby... u still must be sleepin now... hhehehe sssshhhhh *muacks!

i wonder alot... or is it juz... a split personality... but i dun care... i go mi own wae... as always... i now where i stand!

mad with mi self!!! i paint mi nails... transparents... but turn out PINK!!! n guess wat... i bite mi finger!!! n its fall off... sad seh... hehhehe... n some1 sae she will buffer for mi... sweet!!!

at work... n still bored!!! hahhaha so i did some photoshop with some pics!!! hehhehe n guess wat!!! wen i see thru mi slides... there are a total of 100pics... hehhehe k k k ... i dun think i can add some more... sorry for your time... hahhaha

i miss love so much!!! wan to see u later again!!! hehehehe tomolo... again long day to go... office n mac... sunday mac... n love some got some driving class... hehehe i wan to take one too... learn some yesterday... takin auto!!! hehehhe grace sae its easy... k! going... lah... cheap pe the theory test... hehehhe haiz... study again! hehehehe